Posted on Monday, 21 March
totally shy, but i do have good stories if anyone wants to hear them. :-)
Posted on Thursday, 27 May
If you didn’t know something was addictive, would it be easier to quit? Is the knowledge of addiction a crutch that makes it easier to stay with something… because its “otherness” makes it so hard to leave?
Posted on Tuesday, 13 April
favorite song of the day :)
Posted on Wednesday, 17 March
A twiddly instrumental that makes my brain awake:
Posted on Wednesday, 17 February
I give you this lovely abstract…
Posted on Tuesday, 16 February
@Pleyades just thought I’d let you know…
Posted on Friday, 12 February
I stuck it on my desk phone so I can touch it when I feel stressed out. Does that make me insane?
Posted on Tuesday, 9 February
It’s funny how when I am at work I get all these ideas buzzing through my head, new design ideas, projects, on and on… but then I get home and it’s like they were never there, I have the inspiration of a mudflap.
Does this happen to you too?
Maybe I’m just trying to mentally escape with some creative ideas when my job gets too static. Maybe I’m avoiding reality. There are a lot of “to do” ideas on post-it notes floating around on my desk.
I just wish I could have the same flurry of ideas when I get home. When I walk through the door every evening, I give my puppy some love, my boyfriend a hug and it’s like my brain falls asleep. I’m exhausted, mentally spent from the daily drama that is office life, and all I want to do is read some crap online, eat dinner and sleep. Pretty boring yea?
So today I decided I would make a list of all the things I want to do when I get home, as I think of them now. Partly as a reminder for myself, partly to prove to the world that I DO think! Sometimes I feel like artists who also work a day job are seen as “selling out” or giving up… but trust me- all I think about is art, designing and making.
Things I want to do tonight…
So will I get it all done tonight? Hell no… but maybe if I do just a couple things I’ll feel less worthless.
How do you re-inspire yourself after a long day? I know I can’t be the only one who feels like this!